Dear sugar

In the past six months I completely neglected my healthy eating and workout. I became occupied with other things and allowed myself to eat more and eat junk food again.  Sweets are my treats. Ooh you’ve been so good lately; you studied hard, so you deserved chocolates and cakes. Yes, I do, but only once in a while, not every day. That is my problem. I can’t eat just some pralines from box of chocolate, I have to eat all. So I don’t have any stocks at home, because I would always have a craving to eat them. The thought that I own them wouldn’t leave my mind and that’s just terrible and makes me sad.

So what would I like to do? LIMIT myself. I don’t want to quit my ˝comforters˝, but LEARN how to eat them like a normal person, that means just occasionally – for example one a week would be enough. And I don’t mean a whole day of overeating, but just one meal. Just ONE piece of cake or small chocolate.

Chocolate diary of this week: three boxes of chocolate - that means 3x 250g.

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The other sad thing is that I ate a gift for my friend twice! That box was for her and I had to re-buy it. Now I bought something I don’t like, just to be sure that this time present will wait for her… embarrassing.

So dear sugar, please leave me alone, stop controlling me so I can get my mind and body back!