On May 4th I celebrated my 30th
birthday. I must say I felt slightly depressed in weeks before and very nervous
about my ˝party˝ at work. It’s a custom to bring some food at the office when
celebrating you birthday, especially for so called milestone birthdays. At the
end everything went just fine and smooth and I was happy with my big day. My worries
were unnecessary as usual.
I don’t feel different now, I’m just joking
about my age more often. My boyfriend is a bit younger than me, so I sometimes
call myself old lady. Hey, but I’m also more experienced, right? J
My Facebook wall was almost clear (I think 7
people from 104 wrote me), what looks kind of sad, but doesn’t really affect
me. I’m not popular person with big circle of people around me, but I know who
my true friends are.
Tomorrow, whole 15 days later, because I wanted
all to be there and this was first available Saturday, I will celebrate with my
friends. I planned this day like it was my wedding. I just got carried away. Not
with food or something special, but only with my outfit. I wanted all white
blouse with lace and I was on a mission to find it. It had to be special and
perfect, I become ˝blousezilla˝, just stupid how many energy went into that. I
felt a pressure to look perfect. Not girly and boring, but elegant and age
appropriate. Look at me, I’m 30 and I
look better than ever kind of outfit. Thankfully that passed, when I found
my blouse and I was able to carry on with my normal life. At the end I will chose
my favorite makeup and accessories to complete my look and feel comfortable in
my skin. I stopped trying to much and worry what others will think about me.
After all, it is my day and I am the one who should be celebrated, although I
hate being in the centre of attention.
So I’m excited about my birthday dinner
tomorrow and looking forward to see my friends after a long time. Another big
thing is tomorrow – it’s a royal’s wedding day. To be honest I don’t like
Meghan Markel as much as I like Kate Middleton, but I enjoy watching these ceremonial
things. Of course I’m curious about her dress and also what will other royals
and celebrity wear. It’s a big event for royal watchers, so I hope I’ll be able
to see in broadcast, because my boyfriend hates everything princesses related.
(descomplica.com)
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