This time I want to pour my soul out and write about something non-beauty related – I got stuck in my ˝passive life˝ routine. I don’t even know how to call this. I’m constantly craving for more and more material things, I’m never happy with what I already own. I always think like that: when I’ll buy this, I’ll be happy. But I’m not. Ok, maybe it works for day or two, but that’s it. Thankfully new things are not necessarily expensive (Ebay obsession), so I don’t spend that much. My job is boring and has every week less meaning to me. I supposed to be happy that I even got a job, but I can’t console myself with that. I often feel like a third person on a date for two, totally unwanted. My work will play important part in my life, besides my boyfriend of course. I’m not planning to have a family, I would rather work more. I’m also not a career person. I just want a more demanding job with some responsibilities. I want to feel more important part of the company, just someone whose abs...